You

12:10am

Love is so strong. It's like undergoing a workshop to become a better person, not just for yourself but also for the one you love.

The last 8 months of my life was truly awesome for I met someone who changed my life. Like seriously, I've never been this happy in my entire existence. I feel happy with you, contented with you, loved by you. I kept asking myself before (take note, before. ok? hehe) why out of all creatures, why you? why an english teacher, why not...say...an architect or a tour guide somewhere? how did it happen so fast that we are in this situation? Well, destiny took the lead here.

Remember that time I broke up with you for you're such an ass? It's like only a month has passed and we were able to put the pieces back. Somewhere inside our hearts made it possible, that you and I, are meant to be together.

I don't really wanna post something like this on my new blog but I really can't control myself for doing such because it's so damn good. 

(As of this writing, you havent messaged me yet maybe because a. youre sleeping b. no electricity c. wifi not working)

Nevermind. Anyway, moving on, were was I?

Who would have thought that things would work until now? Not questioning in a negative way but I just want to emphasize in this post how strong love really is. Even though we are totally far from each other, we keep on working things out to make this relationship possible. I really thank the technology (esp Line and Skype) for making it easy for us.

Bb, thank you for letting me love you. Thank you for making me much more understanding than ever. Before I am well-known for my unreachable PRIDE but now, because of you, I've learned to lessen it. That that certain word would bring our relationship nowhere. Thank you for loving me. You may not express it that much but I can totally feel it.

 I don't like talking to anyone, I don't want meeting anyone from here, I only want you in my life. Sorry if sometimes you find me to clingy or possessive, I just get used to talk to you everyday and I easily feel sad whenever you don't message me (like right now, I dunno what happened to you, where are you!? lol)

I am happy to have met your family. They may not know about us but it's like our relationship is a notch higher because they are okay with me. I think? haha. You don't know how happy I was because it's a big deal for me knowing them. I simply want to thank them too for if not for them, I wouldn't have met you.

I really have alot to say here but I dunno how to properly put it in writing because all our experiences our popping out of  my mind.

I wouldn't forget that day (that was just last Thursday) when we bid goodbye. After we hugged (since we can't kiss there) I cried so bad while seeing you ran back to your bus (Bb, seriously, you run like a kid. hehe) At that moment, I know deep within myself how I truly love you. How I can do anything for you. I want to take care of you so bad, do stuff for you, let you eat alot and make you even bigger, let you explore places and bring you out of your comfort zone. Being far away from each other is sure difficult. Instead of making ourselves sad with that, let's use it as a way of looking forward to each other. We are very happy when we are together right? Another thing, I hope you will come here. Maybe not now, but soon. Remember my plan? like even pick you up and bring you back there also? hehe.

It's almost 1:30am and still, no message from you. Gotta go to sleep now.

I love you very much.